these days
I suppose I get to explain where I am these days.
When I stopped stressing and stopped thinking and stopped trying to make things happen, it all fell into place . my friends are the closest ever, the really good ones. They all told me “it happens when you least expect it.” I’ve always heard that, just never believed. I guess you could say I’m involved. ;-) I’ve been seeing someone quite regularly now. Like every day, every chance I take. And I’m falling…
I cannot get enough and it’s never really happened to me like this. I feel so comfortable with him. I should as I’ve known him for years now, but it’s more of that I feel comfortable ‘cause its right feeling. You don’t get that often. I beam with a smile whenever I think of him, hear from him, see him, etc… I’m so happy that it scares me. Whatever happened to my moodiness has turned into this giddy girlie happiness. It’s strange to me that I’m so happy, but even stranger that it fell into place. It just kinda happened. It makes me think that all my life choices that I’ve made, even the most recent are the right ones. I was right. Huh. I was right.
So I’m falling… yeah its happening.
I’ve even stopped seeing my ex on a regular basis, told him no more, I’m through. This time I meant it and it stuck. I’m happier than ever at my job, just a bit
worn out, but none the less happy. Financially
I’m ok and even bought a new computer. I
even took a mini vacation to p-town. The best is he went with me. I got to
see my family. This time they all came out here. Happy again. I’ve recently discovered that maddy hates
thunderstorms and hides when they roll though. resse needs more attention than anyone and aloe is getting so old that
his arthritis hurts him so. I want a new
car, but probably because he sells
them. I want to move. I love my place, always have but I need a
house. i need a place where I can make
noise, especially if it’s with him. so i other words i'm good..no i'm happy.
I was going to name this post rubber ring, but only he likes those ;-)
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